this could be love...


25 September 2007

"ur an ordinary type of girl"


ok...yesterday was sux!
i msg him in the afternoon apologised about what we had quarelled last nite..but it turn out worse!
he claimed that i am not his type of girl..he keep repeating that word..and what makes me really mad was wen he said tat he thinks tat i m lying to him for all this while and has not be sincere towards him..he also claimed tat i could not be trusted and would never understand him..u noe how hurt it is!!
i asked him what have i done wrong..he told me he does not the way i talk and behave during work(i really got no idea what i did peeps!)if he were to say i am flirting with other guys..then he must be blind coz to me that there is someone who flirts there..,maybe he is mad with me wen i went out wif the guys for riding..that was SERIOUSLY an unplanned outing...and tat was like my first time going out with them..never crossed my mind tat i want to flirt with them..and the word is NEVER!..i guess he is mad with me regarding tat..

later that nite he msg me and apologised to me..he said his having his own problem..and he claimed ythe word "maybe next time.."that 3 words really made me wonder..didn't he say i m not his type of girl??and what's with the next time??i did told him tat hw deeply in love i m with him...but wen this happen it hurt me badly..
maybe we r not meant to be together..

hey..i love you deeply..and ur words really hit me...it really hurts..
hope u find someone which is suitable and compatible with u..
someone who really can understand u..
wish u luck on that...

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