oh...it was fun...

last nite was fun....though i had this stupid stomach cramps..

he sent me to polyclinic in the morning..doctor says i had this urine infection...stupid..

den went to pasir ris park and eat..he really make me laugh..though it's lame but he still manage to make me giggle..and my stomach really hurts when i laugh..it feels awful..serious.

den we head back to tamp as i had my o level..chemistry paper..difficult..but manage to do..

later tat nite..meet nora..

really had fun talking with her..she xplain me some geography topics on development..

todae...geo paper was quite ok..nit tat hard not tat easy either..

he's at his sister's wedding..really miss him peeps..

credits to nora..nice pics sweetie..

I AM HOPELESSLY DEVOTED TO YOU..

FOR NOW EVERYTHING IS ABOUT YOU TOO

SPARE ME ALL THOSE KISSES,WARM HUGS,I NEED THEM

MY LIFE HAS HELD SO MUCH SADNESS

YOU ALWAYS BROUGHT ME TO A HAPPY PLACE

FEELING EXCITEMENT WITH EACH NEW DAY

KNOWING I WOULD SEE UR FACE.

TONITE WEN I LAY DOWN TO SLEEP

I'LL PRAY TO HIM ABOVE

THAT YOU KNOW HOW MUCH I CARED
AND YOU'LL SOMEHOW FEEL MY LOVE TOWARDS YOU.

*IT'S ALL ABOUT BEING WITH YOU*

LOVE

lalalala

just came back hm...went out with him..really had a great time with him treasure every minute.haha..ate canadian just nw..the pasta really sux..
me n nora started to build up our friendship by talking on the phone at nite..really nice chatting with her..she and her hakim..haha..its true girls really needs guy to confess their feelings and girls relly is unpatient wen it comes to love..haha..i relly understand u nora..i've been in ur shoes..and it reallly is irritating..nvm darling..in general guys love to take things slow..

Age matters??we did bring up tis matter just nw..and wen his 30 i m only 22..tat's wen i want to enjoy my life..he told me i m gonna meet more new people and will be exposed to the outside world..there's alot of thing i need to learn..i agree with him..i am scared of what's our future gonna be..scared... tis future thingy really haunts my reverie..
all i see was my future is with him..i sense tat he really can take good care of me and i m preety sure tat mom's gonna like him...his part of me and i m already part of his life..i seriously serious in this relationship..i love him..ur always on my mind..i feel secure wen ur with me..i m lost in his eyes..

just cast all the past away..cast it to the deep blue sea...memories are with u for the rest of ur life but don't let it stop u frm making a move in ur life..life needs to move on..dont let the past hold u back my dear sweet nabilah..i want the best for u..and i think his the one..

my o's are really near..fear is all i can say..hey..i had a great day todae..total madness..a day full of laughter..full of excitment..there he goes again..hahaha..i love u Hid..!!!

ur addictive shit!!

just woke up...really had fun with him last nite..
the whole day i was with him..haha..we started our day with 2 sets of hotcakes frm macdonald..
den went to some places...
really love him alot..
whole day with him..
really treasure those moments..

i really miss nabilah man..thought of meeting her todae..but still waiting for her call..
exams are really near..n it really haunts me..
i m scared..aargh..

on mondae nite udin,hakim,rahmat,izam,shafiq,fauzi and he came to my place..
it was fun..crazy people makes really crazy jokes tat makes me go nuts..hhaaha
he was really funny..he even manage to make my mum laugh..lol..

to you...i wont leave u for now..just loving u the way u r..really was an enjoyment moment to be with u all dae...i love u..i want more...more of ur love...

woooo..i m tired..

i am really tired todae..iron the curtains..hang them..do my art...change all the bedsheets..really was exhausted..
i really miss him like hell seh..aargh...
yesterday went to nabilah house to print some of my art research..really was fun..really luve her alot..later tat nite pass by my workplace,haha...really miss werking there..and they got a new uniform and it reaally sucks!!haha..sit down and talk with syafiq for a while..alot of things happen..hahaha..he said he wants to see me werking there right after my o levels..we'll see about tat..haha...have not made up my mind..i enjoy werking there but...hmmm..dunno lah...
and my tiredness will continue until i finish painting my room...now waiting for mom's fwen to help me out..aarg...
PEOPLE...I MISS HIM LIKE HELL!!!!!!

purple..

was tired..just finish painting my room..
luckily i wasn't the onli one painting..abg mokthar came to help me out...
but too bad..we did not finish painting coz we're out of purple paint..
it was tired peeps...
he called and we talk on the phone..earlier he calledand we put down the phone coz i cant hear a single thing he said..am i deaf or he talk to soft??i donno..den later tat nite he called again and he sounded so different..i noe there must be something wrong..he sounded bad mood..i saked him and he said his not angry with me..no way am i gonna ask him again coz tat's gonna irritate him..and to be safe i just kept quite and we put down the phone..at first i was confused..confused if i should comfort him or should i just leave him alone...
maybe he need his own space..just wait till he wants to voice out his problem..so for the time being i don want to ask..let him start..if he wants to tell i would listen..
o levels are really near..hari raye is tis saturday..stupid dates..y they have to fall on the same month on the same week..shitto..
i gt a call frm udin..he asked y am i not werking there..all i said was my o's are cuming..and told him maybe after my oo's i'll be coming there..but..well i dunno..i'll just let the time tells..
i miss him..i miss him..i miss him...stupid feelings!!

love love love

just came back frm school...cant fast todae ..stupid menses..
meet him yesterdae at jurong..spend time though just for a while..but really treasure moments wif him..wish we could spend more time..I AM GREEDY FOR YOU!!
after meeting him,he sent me to geylang to meet nabilah,fadhil,tong and his girlfwen..
went to eat at Arnold...it was fun..really enjoy being with them..lots of laughter..den went to search for Nai'l's samping and nabilah's baju kurung..
After tat..tis incident really embarrassed me peeps!!! he suppose to fetch me frm geylang to send me home..he waited fer me at Tanjong katong complex carpark..due to my clumsiness..i opened a car door only to find out it was a wrong car..really felt stupid u noe...passerby laugh at me and it feels sux!!!but..is there any medicine which can cure my clumssiness??i need help..
he send me home..i reach hm at 11.30..
and one more thing..i need medicine to cure my sleeping disorder..i could not sleep last nite..it really was irritating wen u tried to sleep but this beautiful eys of mine just couldnt shut!i hate it and i certainly need help..ok...and to my upcoming o level...i hate u!!

missing u lately..

ok...it's been quite a long time since i last updated my blog...
alot of things happen..
haha
firstly..i love him badly!!!!
secondly..i really want to meet him..i miss him like hell seh..
thirdly...nabilah broke off with wan..and tat's a gd sign for someone who deserves her better
fourthly..EXAMS!!O LEVEL!!is just a round the corner..and i still had a hard time doing my papers without any textbooks with me..
last but not least...i really was addicted to him...his my drug people...

tis really happens when u miss someone..i m mad